I'm stereotypical, I'm not real or any other of these things that bases me in any perceived or affected reality.
People say I go too deep into things, that I talk too depressively. Makes me think that they only want me to act this way so they don't have to know or deal with the real me.
There's no point about it at all, if people keep trying to repress the real you. I don't have anyone who wants the real me. So I'm just not there.
Hey, as long as it's not hurting others, then by all means, act the way you want to; no one's stopping you. If people have a problem with it, it's because they are too immature to deal with it properly.
What me and my friend were talking about just now on AIM...
I consider these people my friends. But they see me as arrogant, hateful and so many other things...
Edit: I showed that friend what was written, and I think I hurt her... People don't really know me in real life, I guess you'd get tired of me, she said that none of you know me. I guess maybe you don't reallly know the real me. I have the odd habit of fate that people tend to dislike me after knowing me after a period of time...
Maybe they have false perception, then. From the looks of that message, I'd say that you were trying to defend yourself at school (or other), and that is all right. Why would other people judge you badly if you were defending yourself and getting mad?
Also, this entire thing goes back to what I said earlier: People may be too immature to deal with it. About that guy you were speaking to: He wasn't justifying his opinions well at all. Don't take people too seriously unless they have the ability to justify their opinions. He says that you were a braggart? So what? Did he say when you do? No, he did not. He did not give you a good example when you do.
See something here?
This is still quite the same thing. SHE says that you are this way, but does she give good examples and justifies her opinions? No. It's not like her opinion--which I think should be discredited--should overshadow yours just like she's trying to do. Since she doesn't share her opinions and the reasons why she has those opinions, I wouldn't believe them.
She is WRONG about you being like everyone else. Everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, is unique. Sure, we all may be one and the same people (although we live as if divided), but we all have distinct and unique personalities that makes all of us individuals.
Even clones wouldn't be the same as the originals. They would be different because of how just about everyone learns in life. All of those differences would be able to determine what kind of tastes that person may have in life or what he or she learns to influence his or her choices.
Once again: If people are saying that you are strange or other, especially if they don't justify their opinions, don't listen to them. They may be too immature to deal with it otherwise.
Maybe I'm just... I don't know why, people find me annoying, irritating, tell me to go away, etc...
I guess it's like this heh,
"I'll not give her name, but I can guess you can see, how I sometimes affect people in a deep way.
I don't think I'm a good person the way others react the way to me.
Now, thats not true. I've "virtually" known you for awhile, and, even though we disgaree on just about every political thing, it doesnt matter: politics dont dictate how our friendship is. It's dictated what we say and how we act towards each other. I rather enjoy IMing you, and speaking with you. Even though we've never met, istill consider you one of my friends. i dont find you irritating and annoying in the slightest, and if people do,then obviously they arent your true friends.
If anyone out there knew the real me... the way I hurt people, the way I'm always locked up in my room, never able to go outside or have fun, you'd grow tired.
Tired like so many other people I've met. No one here knows the real me as they've experienced me. These people are my friends, she is also my friend. A friend who is very deep...
The reason why I put up this topic was because I'll probably always be alone, never able to come out. There's an anime that I've been watching, it's called neon genesis evangelion. It goes very deep, and it's touched me on a very deep level. Because the main character is so maladjusted, he feels guilt, he feels pain. He doesn't know where he is and he just, it goes deep. He can't trust anyone, can't get close to anyone, and if he tries, people get mad at him, get hurt. I guess I'm the same way. It's what you would call a hedgehog's delimna, your hurt when your alone, but your hurt even more when your with others, so no matter what I do, I'll probably always feel pain.
If anyone knew the real me, saw the real me, I'd show you if I could, just so I could get people to understand why I act the way I do, why sometimes it seems like I'm being cruel when I'm not.
Especially when I'm alone in this world, there's nothing I can do Nothing, nothing, and I've hurt others, and I'm so sorry, god, so sorry...
Magmar, you're forgiven, because by the looks of it, it was probably not originally a double post and someone deleted their's.
I may have possibly ruined my friendship with that friend. The damage hasbeen done, it's complicated and hard to expain, but it goes that she and another friend of ours, I showed them this topic... When she found out that she had been revealed to a friend that she holds in high regard, she doesn't think she can see him again. Because the vulnerable her has been exposed...
Someone help me...
what you need is some icecream and a hug
(works wonders, trust me)
but listen, when it comes to girls, welll, lets just say, we're not always at our best... (yes, yes, even including me) even though everyone may expect us to be, we're not. sometimes we say things or do things we dont really mean, or actually more than sometimes, if you know what i mean. but anyways, its probably no biggy. your friend will come to forgive you.
so dont let if have a major impact! everything will work out. it just needs time, and effort. so show some effort! dont let it purturb you. kayy? you need to quit saying those kinda things about yourself though! i talk to you alll the time, your not like that.
will you promise me?
If you act the way you really are, then you'll make friends who are the same (if thats possible) as you. :P
Quote from: Akatsuki on December 20, 2006, 04:48:33 PM
Magmar, you're forgiven, because by the looks of it, it was probably not originally a double post and someone deleted their's.
I'm forgiven? You mean I got in trouble? :-[
Oh, well. Yeah, it was not a double post; DPM deleted a post of his that dealt with an IM conversation of his with a friend.