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Community => General Discussion => Topic started by: darkphantomime on February 18, 2007, 08:06:39 PM

Title: Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 18, 2007, 08:06:39 PM
Or am I just a figment of your imagination?

Haheh, I'm going back... now I feel like doing something bad... Why don't I feel real? Heheh, I'm goilng back, why am I going back?

heheheheheh...

Does anyone here notice how introverted I am???

I'm going crazy again...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Hi no Seijin on February 18, 2007, 08:08:24 PM
You're a figment of my imagination.  Now do me a favor and get into this Pokeball.  I can use you to defeat the Elite Four.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 18, 2007, 08:09:44 PM
This isn't the chatboard Hino,

What's happening to me?!

This is serious man...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: ohmygoodgollygosh on February 18, 2007, 08:11:07 PM
Quote from: Hi no Seijin on February 18, 2007, 08:08:24 PM
You're a figment of my imagination.  Now do me a favor and get into this Pokeball.  I can use you to defeat the Elite Four.
ive been trying to beat them forever
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Hi no Seijin on February 18, 2007, 08:11:33 PM
So it isn't.

Why are you asking us?  Do you actually expect us to know enough psychology to help you?  If you want help for this, seek professional help.  That's all I can advise you to do.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 18, 2007, 08:13:59 PM
Seems that I've eaten your demons, hahaheheheh...


I think I'm losing my sanity and having a  nervous breakdown...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: bgrugby on February 18, 2007, 08:15:12 PM
If you feel that way you better see a professional, I had a nervous breakdown once and it can be serious. I would get off the computer right now and go talk to someone.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: TP Zelda on February 18, 2007, 08:18:35 PM
You're a robot ordered to destroy the world. lol. :D
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 18, 2007, 08:31:03 PM
Heh, I've seen several professionals...

But it's only just coming back now... Heheh, oh well...

Maybe I'll find sanity again.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: DW on February 18, 2007, 11:34:56 PM
okay, whether or not you've seen people before, seeing another can't be worse than trying to handle it yourself.
MCR, this is not a joking matter.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: MasterKeyX on February 19, 2007, 07:04:32 AM
I've been telling him to go get help for awhile, but he doesn't listen. I've also been telling him to talk to me if he needs to, but apparently that's not enough. Just go see another doctor!
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 19, 2007, 12:57:31 PM
Aarrrgh, now my head is starting to hurt too. I feel dazed right now... Almost as if I'm in a state of delirium.

Anyone ever feel like they're really out of it? Yeah I think I've gone past that point...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Zelda Veteran on February 19, 2007, 03:59:47 PM
If it feels like you're high, then just read a Dr.Seuss book. They're like a release for us insane people. Im serious, I do that sometimes.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Vaati on February 20, 2007, 09:53:25 AM
I agree with Hi no Seijin, bgrugby, and MasterKey. The best thing to do for something like that, is to see a docter if you think it's more of a physical thing with your brain, or if it's more of a mental thing, I'd say a phyciatrist. (Spelling?)
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Pale Dim on February 20, 2007, 12:16:21 PM
Trust me, they do work. I know somebody in PA named Dr.Shapiro!
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: MasterKeyX on February 21, 2007, 07:09:09 AM
Yeah, either that, or just talk it out like I said. Talking can do wonders.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 21, 2007, 03:09:55 PM
Maybe saying 'mental breakdown' was a bit TOO dramatic. But I'll tell you I felt more insane and depressive than my usual self, and now I'm back to my depressive self again...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Evahn on February 21, 2007, 04:29:44 PM
Go out and do something. It's when you have too much time to think that you start wondering about these things. Just do something that doesn't allow you to think about anything besides the activity itself.

It works for me.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: darkphantomime on February 21, 2007, 04:36:41 PM
You know what I do a lot of the time? I numb myself. LITERALLY numb myself, so I can't feel anything. I had this feeling before when I would stay up late, and it was like I was drowning and floating at the same time. It's hard to explain, but thhe thing of how I'm thinking about these is through talking with others, and seeing myself reflected in them...

The numbness sometimes has it's strange parts (As if numbing oneself wasn't strange enough)... I sometimes have tears in my eyes, but not tears as if I were crying, just tears that are there anyway, even though no emotion is experienced.
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: Evahn on February 21, 2007, 07:00:58 PM
That's pretty intense ... I used to numb myself emotionally and mentally, but that was mostly from sleep deprivation, among other factors.

Unless you mean you're numbing yourself physically, then that's something different ...
Title: Re:Am I real...?
Post by: MasterKeyX on February 22, 2007, 07:09:59 AM
Numbing yourself, while it may work for awhile, can't possibly be healthy at all. I can't fathom how it can be harmful, but it just doesnt sound good.