I think I'm depressed.

[alical]

Pssch, so what, doesn't make you a bad person.
I have loadsa bad habits, I dont stop talking even when I'm annoying people, and I can be overly shy. We don't care, if you're obsessive compulsive because, from what you've shown of yourself here, you're a great person.

[Vaati]

I'm not saying to change your whole identity, but maybe you could...try to be less obsessively compulsive? I don't know how hard that would be.

[Sovelis]

Vaati, I'm Obsesive Compulsive and It is VERY hard to change.

[MatthewThief]

whats Obsesive Compulsive anyways.. when you get obsesed with stuff  :-\

[Fishalicious]

Not quite.

Knowledge  is power! And knowing is half the battle!

[MatthewThief]

gah! so many big words! so.. its worrying allot then?

[Fishalicious]

More like an obsession with cleaning/keeping things in a proper order... a perfectionist, if you will.

[MatthewThief]

oh.. i know what that is now. thats still not a good enough reason for them not to like you -_-'

[Twilight Wolf]

Being a perfectionist should have no impact on what your friends think of you. If anything, being a perfectionist can be beneficial! I know I'm a bit of one, myself, but it helps me to get exactly what I want. For example, I like to collect records, and being a perfectionist helps me to get one that's just right for my collection! I'm also really picky about how album covers look on my iPod, so I go in search of one that looks perfect. In both of these cases, I wind up happy! So it's definitely not all bad. And you know something? We don't care if you're a perfectionist or not. You're a good person, and that's all that matters.

[MagmarFire]

Put me on the list for being obsessive compulsive, too. It doesn't make me a bad person, really. And yes, it can be beneficial. For instance, are you one who often perseveres and keeps at something? That's a good thing.

[TP Zelda]

i know the feeling too fisk, there are only two people that i am sure are my true friends, all the others i don;t believe care about me at all

Am I one of them?  :D XDD

Fisk. Let me say this. You're a sweet person, ok? I'm not. BECAUSE I'M HYPER AND CRAZYYYYYY!!! (Hyper moment here!) So just cheer up, 'kay?

Over and out.

[Fishalicious]

Okay, it's all sorted out now; thanks for all the positive remarks, everyone. I'd be so lost without you guys... XD

The thing is, that one who hates me? She's the... "leader" of the group, if you will. The rest of us follow behind, and she's rather... jealous. She's also fairly... frightening when angered.

So, we always listen to her, and I did something to break her trust, apparently, causing her to hate me. The others are supposed to hate me too; but they really don't, so they just act indifferent. They still appreciate me as a friend, but if she found out, she'd probably hate them, too, and I don't want that. :-X

SO. it's just one person, but I don't care for them either, so it's not that bad.

[darkphantomime]

Have them plot a rebellion to overthrow teh evil empire empress.

Viva La Revolucion!

[Bboy94]

Well... unless any of you hate me.

>.>


<.<



What?

[Twilight Wolf]

Well, I'm glad you've figured it out, and I'm glad your friends don't really hate you. However, this "leader" person you speak of sounds quite controlling. People who control others through intimidation like this aren't "friends" at all. They're... well, bullies, for lack of a better term. You and your friends shouldn't let yourselves be intimidated and controlled by such a person. If she knows she can control you with intimidation, she'll just keep doing it. You all need to work together to take a stand and let her know you won't tolerate it! Let her know that if she truly wants your friendship, she needs to make some major changes, or else she can go find some new "friends." And if she hates you guys for standing up to her, she obviously doesn't want your friendship that badly. And even so, you guys still have each other, and that's a lot better than being ruled with an iron fist.